Saturday, 18 February 2017

The day when i realized...

               The day when I realised


You were sitting on the first bench of the classroom to get everything written while the professor gave his lecture. Everyone was bored, some were even dazing among themselves; you were the only one who was listening to what the lecture was all about. Don’t get me wrong but seriously any sane person would feel obligated to just run out of this class take a deep fresh air because of suffocation that some subjects may tend to make you feel.

And there was you sitting all alone scrubbing noted that the teacher was teaching, oh!!!! How much I hate you and like to pull your leg and love to see your dark red shade face when you’re furious and come back with witty attitude. 

Because although I hated you there was some sort of respect was there for you in my heart, because you were the only one who had this tendency to make my skin crawl and blood boil with your sharp response.

At first I always thought that how dare you talk to me or even look at me with that dark caramel, golden eyes of yours. Then all of a sudden it hit me like cold water was splashed on me. I was obsessed with you and damn I can’t get my mind off you.

I still remember that day of our class reunion when you wore a silk gown with your hair done with few tendrils falling on your face. That time I could swear to all Gods present in this universe that my heart had stopped beating and I forgot to take a breath unless my mate told me to keep breathing.
That was the day I realized that I cannot lose you to any one, because I wanted to keep you mine. 

I wanted a life with you, I wanted to walk beside you for the rest of my life to give my life a meaning, a purpose, because I had realized that I need a woman in my life who can stand for herself, who can keep me on my toes, who I can never outsmart to. You were my mate and I want you there for the rest of my life.

Now you’re sleeping right beside me it’s been 6 years since we got married and I can’t help but see at your beautiful face. Then you spoke with your eyes still close….. “You know you really need to stop doing that, staring at me that like you’re seeing me for the first time. I’m not going anywhere because I know you will find me and I have nowhere to go without you” that brought a smile at my face…I was about to say; then the bedroom door creaked open and a toddler of 4 years came running….. Mummy!!!! Daddy!!!! We both smiled and let our son climb between us on the bed; he gave his sloppy kiss to both of us that always make our heart melt. 

The two important people in my life go back to sleep…Seeing them like this always makes me wonder what good did I do to deserve a family like this….I thank god for giving them to me. 
                  
                        And I will always cherish it….

-Unnati Bansal

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